BOO! Surprise blog attack!
# 16 August 2005 23:50
My computor was dead for a while, but I'm back online now. Just been too lazy to blog anything... Yay!
I swear nobody reads this thing anyway, oh well.
So, how goes my life I suppose. Sounds liek a suitable topic for my blog, eh?
Well I have a couple job applications in which I probably won't hear about again.
Got a letter from Worcester College about my course in September. Hmm, I'm still a bit iffy about it. I seriously doubt that I have the willpower to make it through two years of full-time education. Hmm anyways, I still have a bit of time to ponder that one.
I'm thinking maybe I shouldn't have quit going to the psychologist, but oh well. And if my family see this I really don't care. I'm just shit at talking to people about stuff anyways so it's a hell of a lot easier for me if they find out about how I'm feeling themselves. I don't seem to recall any legally binding contract that says you have to talk to you parents about you personal problems, but never mind.
Argh, this is turning into a rant again... Actually that's just what I need, I think. Apparently the Store Manager told one of the other managers that I was the most reliable employee... whoo, now try backing that up with a goddamn payrise and showing that I'm a valued member of the management team, instead of making me drag along on barely more than minimum wage.
I recently saw the movie Donnie Darko. It's pretty damn awesome I thought. Made me think a lot. It's partially responsible for a U-turn I have made regarding religiousness. I did consider myself an atheist, but after thinking it over again I have reverted back to being an agnostic, maybe I'll even go further than that eventually. Lots of thoughtfulness to be doing on that topic.
Hmm... So that's all for now.
Take care,
The Beeurd.